Sorry if this is not appropriate but I feel lost with nowhere to turn. In the last 12 months I have found out about collapse (crushing everything I thought I knew about the world), my husband of 10 years who I love dearly has cheated on me and has decided that he has been comfortable but not happy all this time and my chronic pain (as a result of childhood trauma) which I spent years getting rid of has returned (I had severe attachment issues and your husband cheating on you kinda messes you up). I'm also suffering from a huge bout of existential depression. I'm extremely worried that I'm about to end up in a suicides grave. I'm wondering if there is any advice from everyone here on how to get through this and any spiritual advice? I feel completely alone.
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Date: 2021-12-07 04:17 am (UTC)